You are turning 3 months on the 10th. I can't believe how fast you are growing up. Did you know that today marks the anniversary of the exact date you were conceived? You'll probably ask how that happened when you grow older, but in the meantime, let me tell you that last year, after so many years of waiting, God finally gave you to me.
I'm sorry for leaving you at home while me and your dad go to work. I really feel guilty and sad for not being able to be a hands on mom. I am actually doing this because your future is very important to me. Since you are our only child, I want to make sure that you are well-off when I'm gone. Everything I am doing now is for you. I might not be able to see you when you wake up and play with you the whole day, but I am always thinking of you every single second and wishing that I'm there with you.
When you learn how to read, and you get to read this, I hope I was able to give you most of the things you need and want. I hope that you never felt unloved or uncared for. I hope I am giving you enough support and understanding to heal your pain or celebrate your triumph. I hope I am being the best mom.
Please never forget that I love you and I will be here for you everyday for the rest of my living days and no matter what road you may choose to take, I will support you. Always remember the good and important things I have taught you.
I love you Zac! I will see you when I get home.
Mommy
